Rollercoaster Emotions

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11

I thought that verse would be an appropriate thought to start out with. I need the constant reminder that God is in control and He knows the plans He has for me. His plan for me is perfect, because He is perfect. I don't know why I continually doubt that. It seems like every time that concept finally gets through my thick head, another situation comes up where I start doubting.
I still haven't heard about the job. I had my interview almost 2 weeks ago. I was told that I would hear yes or no within a week. I get very restless when I am given a time period that something will happen in and then it doesn't. If I don't get a call tomorrow, I will be calling the school on Friday morning to find out what the deal is. I have to know by Friday at the latest because I am going home Saturday and I need to know if I need to bring all sorts of stuff home, or leave it all here and bring even more back for an apartment and stuff. This is just the type of situation that tries my patience. I'm always told never to pray for patience because the Lord will give you situations in which you will learn it....I guess it's true.

In other news, tomorrow is White Glove....my LAST ONE! Praise the Lord!!! I actually like White Glove. It means that everything is sparkling clean and neat. And the process is fun too. We usually dress up and do crazy stuff while cleaning. We listen to Christmas music and Disney music and sing ridiculously loud. It's great! Haha here's a couple pictures of the usual happenings :) ......
White Glove Fall 2007
White Glove Spring 2008....haaaaaa
White Glove 2006...haha underwear heads


In other otherrrr news, I have 2 days left of teaching. I have 7 days left of college. Where oh where did these last 4 and 1/2 years run off to? I am kind of sad to leave all my kids that I have been teaching since August. Even though they make me so very tired, I love them so much. I am going to miss the other PE teachers I work with. Even though I am hating dorm life right now, I know I will probably miss it eventually. I am pretty much a rollercoaster of emotions recently. The thing I will miss the most are the people here. There are probably some people that I will never see again (until Heaven, that is). That just makes me so sad. But I am trying to rest in the hope and peace of the Lord to help me through. Don't get me wrong, I am so very excited to graduate and finally move on to another stage in my life!! I just get down sometimes thinking about it. I know it will all work out because, as I said before, the Lord has the plans for my life and I need to learn to trust Him fully.

Until next time...